(Source: beautemillesimee, via onesidedglory)
I miss you. I really do. I fucking hate it because I don’t want you living in my head rent free, but in the last few days I haven’t been able to stop thinking of you. I hate that I can’t message you, I can’t call you, I can’t feel you, I can’t see you, I can’t even hear you. Do you think about me to? Wonder how I’ve been? Look at the moon and wonder if I’m looking at it too? I see photos and you seem happy, and I promise I really hope you are.. But deep down, I want you to miss me. I know we won’t be together, but I just want to know, if I ever actually meant something. How do you feel when you get asked about your tattoo? Do you smile? Feel guilty? Reminisce? How about songs. Do they even affect you anymore? Don’t get me wrong, I have my good days. But I also have my horrible ones.
And this is why I can’t contact you. If I’m to contact you.. I wouldn’t breathe. I wouldn’t be able to say any of this - I doubt I would even be able choke out the word “Hi”.. Guess that’s why I’m writing this here.. It’s my little piece of mind being told to the world and I know you don’t even know I have tumblr. So you’ll never read this.
I miss you x







